It wasn't cooler today at all. Less humid, yes. But not cooler.
And I'm really tired of being tired. I know I've said this many times and you're probably sick of hearing it but I have things I want to do and I can't get the energy to do them. I keep thinking that I just need to push myself to get started and once started, I'll be able to do things. But it doesn't work out that way. I push myself and I still can only work for a few minutes before I'm completely out of energy.
Shopping is exhausting these days and I'm beginning to hate it. I'm trying to limit myself to one trip a week, for frugal reasons as well as time and energy. But something always comes up and I end up making 3 or 4 trips a week. To the library, the store, to get prescriptions, etc.
I've got some doctor appointments coming up in addition to my mammogram. Seriously I want to just go to bed and stay there. All my appointments are in Fond du Lac, a 50 minute trip or so. Each way. In a car that's not air conditioned with windows that don't roll down. In the middle of the day.
I have to get laundry done tomorrow and the weeding is way overdue. The garden needs attention, too. If I don't get out there soon the tomato plants will be lying on the ground and the soon-to-be tomatoes will rot. I'm going to have to water tomorrow since it didn't rain yesterday as predicted.
I barely knitted anything last night because I was so tired. I know there are things I could do that would help. I just need to start doing them. That would involve all the energy I now possess though so little else would get done initially.
Tom has a turnaround tonight from work. He has to go in tomorrow morning after working late tonight so I'm trying to fix a supper that he can just eat all at once. I'm cooking baby lima beans with a ham bone I had in the freezer. I'll fix some corn bread to go with it and a veg so that should balance him out. I made enough for lunch tomorrow, too.
Well, enough whining. I'm going to lie down while the beans cook.